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♔ Tuesday, May 3, 2011
6:29 AM |
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i'm back to blogging, dont know why. suddenly i feel so emotional ..although there two angels in my life looking out for me, but i just cant seem to feel for them. i miss the old him again. i dont know wat happen. i miss him. but he dont even care for me. we did exchanged some smses... but after that nothing happen. its been three years since we broke up. why the fuck would i still think of the old him? haiz... i dont understand myself either. keep calling people to give up and think of the better side. yet i'm the one who cant give up. i appeared to be independent. but all i need is a gentleman that can take care of me sometime. just a little bit . HAIZ...
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♔ Wednesday, March 30, 2011
6:33 PM |
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The pain you inflicted on me is far worst then I used to feel.. I'm being crying to sleep every night. No one can know how I feel . I'm really speechless. I can't treat that nothing happen . And carry on with my life. I really miss the way we talk
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♔ Friday, January 7, 2011
10:36 PM |
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i dont love him anymore. i guess i'm okay already . HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. its real !
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♔ Tuesday, January 4, 2011
3:18 AM |
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WAOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate MY FIRST WEEK of 2011 ! everything went wrong. i hate it laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
why cant it end nicely . why cant it start nicely.
i hate you i hate you . getting betrayed is not nice. i hate this feeling !
i hate being say " your feeling is not within my FANG WEI " this sentence, i will remember it for life. its hurt me nobody business.
ITP! i will remember that aunt ! FUCK!
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♔ Sunday, January 2, 2011
5:39 AM |
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I was sooooo happy ytd ! maybe it was a dream after all. i dont know why i was soooo happy ytd. happier than passing my theory ! omo!
Someone BBQ food for me to eat .
Someone company through part of journey despite staying so near.
i really appreciated what you did. but i dont know how to express my gratitude toward you cos i still love you like how i use to . but i dont want to hurt myself again, i need to stay abit further . i dont want history to repeat itself . cos i still love you. i never let go. all these while, i been dreaming of u non stop . never ever stopped missing you after you left me.
Enough of that. my new year resolution:
- Driving license
- slim down if possible
- earn more money for my shop
- find someone who love me ^^
- study abit harder
i dont trust friends as much as i do. cause they never fulfilled their promises. always giving me empty promises ! i dont like. but my xiao yi zhang taught me, dont expect more from them and you wont feel disappointed. i'm not gona treat someone so good anymore. !!!!!!
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♔ Saturday, December 25, 2010
12:33 PM |
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my heart is really &@^@%!%!*!(#. i'm feeling very upset. yet i cant let anyone see my bleeding heart. i really dont know what i want either.... i just want you you. !
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♔ Monday, December 20, 2010
2:18 AM |
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i need to stop myself from thinking. i spent couple of years forgetting you. pls dont make my life hard again. I need to stop thinking of u ! i know i can i can i can. GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
