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♔ Tuesday, June 29, 2010
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i dont know why, i'm feeling to be so weird around them.. sometime i wish i was alone. sometime i wish i was transparent. i dont know whether they are real to me or i'm thinking too much, i'm so tired of being the one talking. i felt that i'm alway talking to the air.
i scored 56 for maths, three of them did so well. i was extremely depressed. cos st told me she cant , in the end , she score 92, i was like WTF! but still thanks to athirah for the help she gave me. they may think that , I passed. isnt that good enough? it was like fucked. i know i'm stupid, i know i dont deserve to score better. but its like, i'm the lowest in the class beside those 4 person. i did put in effort, why i only score 56. I wanted to score higher. but this actually pull my moral down. and the 92 st scored boost her confidence. i hate being the last one. its the worst out of those who passed. who wont feel down? who? haiz....
i think the worst is yet to come.
hello. i'm Momo . i'm a korean freak. i'm born in singapore. I'm in love with kitty,pink,blue,scrapbooking/cards .i love to shop shop shop.
