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♔ Thursday, August 5, 2010
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Now idling alone at Koufu in SP. Shi ting went for her MST for gems. WISH her all the best & definately best of luck. We been real busy with projects/reports and our new job.
SO sooooo busy . Feeling abit pissed off , asked brother whether want to work together on monday? all he reply was BBQ at night. I was like thinking. Forget about it, wanted to let him earn money, instead being rejected. I told my boss , just assigned anyone to me, i need help to carry the printers. Anyway if my brother was there, it will trouble me more. I DONT NEED UR HELP! go ahead with ur what so ever BBQ. Since your friends are more important. go ahead. i dont need anyone like you! Alway busy busy ! i dont need ur companion at night, i can sleep alone. i need to overcome my fear of darkness.
Yesterday night was horrible. couldnt get to sleep till 4 or 5 am in the morning. Due to watching pulse two at SCV HBO. scare the hell out of me,i was so scare of the devil or something. But now i'm feeling slightly better.3 more weeks from today, we will be having our sem 1 exam. I'm so worry, i really need to buck on and stop slacking. I need to really pass my hydraulic and definately my structural analysis so that i wont have to retake any modules. i want to pass and go year 3 !
SO I NEED TO FOCUS AND FOCUS. STOP WORKING LIKE A ANT! been so tired, working since ITE year 1 , many bad and good memories.
Time pass by so quickly . its the 8 month of 2010. i still remember it was just the start of 2010. and now , 4 more months and its 2011. we have to make use to every single sec so that we wont regret making any decisions in life. I have been a single for almost 2 years . cant really remember, but occassionally, i still dreamt of him, the part where he treat me so cruely . sometimes dream shows him treating me sweetly like he used to before changing of heart. It makes me tear in dream .But in reality , i'm still the one he used to know. Things change as time pass by. I told myself , give me 2 years and i will forget him. But to what i know, i can forget, but not to the extent of everything. I cant forget someone i use to know. But i will try. After this broken relationship, i have no intention of falling in love once again. Cause it hurt me too much . The pain is unbearable. I dont want it to happen again. All i can think of is to depend on my cousins or whoever that will take care of me when i'm old. I'm 22 years old now. No one know what will happen. SO we need to really cherish things around us .
CAN GOD SHOW ME THE PATH? i dont know what shall i do now?
hello. i'm Momo . i'm a korean freak. i'm born in singapore. I'm in love with kitty,pink,blue,scrapbooking/cards .i love to shop shop shop.
